dragon

selseme, headache, sakit perut, all in one~

ni kalau tak okey esok wa mau MC. sskrang tgh okey sbb baru telan panadol 2 biji. i have a sensitive stomach. kuang kuang kuang. merasa la pegi mane2 pun bile balik mesti sakit melanda.

aku dah kahwin 9 bulan 2 minggu ye. rase mcm dah lame, kadang2 rase macam cepat sangat mase berjalan. kalau mengandung dah beranak dah haha. my god. that is one question that i have to face right now.

aku serius tak paham kenape orang mesti tanye. kenape bertanye tu penting untuk diorang? penting ke untuk aku pregnant pade diorang? sbb nak sponsor kah? nak sponsor susu kah? baju? pampers? yadaa yaaddaa yadaaa?

then when i asnwered i am still not pregnant. they ask why.

omg.

well well, please ask Allah. ask HIM why i am not pregnant yet. i believe he has the answer. because i dont.

and if i have issues with myself, should i tell them? oh aku ade masalah bla bla bla... and then what?are they going to help me selesaikan masalah tu? hell no. i dun think so.

good. the next time people ask me why, i will answer that to their face. maybe that will stop them from asking.

coz they never ever know or realise sometimes, most of the time, the question can break the heart of the person the shoot the question at.especially if the couple has problem that is of course not shared with public tapi sbb public tak tau so they keep asking and come on, sakit hati jiwa raga okey.bluek.

nah, i am talking on mybehalf and few other person that i know who has been married for 3-4 years but is still two.not yet 3, 4 or 5.

aku belum lagi dikurniakan rezeki tersebut. so let me enjoy boleh tak? let me enjoy without the question.sebab menyampah sangat bile nak enjoy * with husband* orang tanye2. spoil ok. spoil habis. like i said previously, why is that so important to you? whereas me and my husband are okey with it, are redha with it? why u must aks? WHY?

but then,whatever comes, i have my ever supportive husband with me.and my family.ookey la. so nothing else matters. even though mak ade suruh pergi urut bla bla tu biase la i dun mind. yang aku mind orang2 yang takde kaitan ni. aku cili mulut korang nak?wah garang pulak aku ni tibe2 heheh..

okey la esok pegi jumpe doktor amik ubat selsema. ulalaa.tata~

much love~