benci

sekejap sangat weekend ni. dun like.

jap lagi nak kene start buat borang a and b untuk appraisal tahun ni. the most bullshit thing is that previously when i am on call full time, the forms was completed by my TL. unfortunately this year, due to i have join the email team, i have to do it on my own.

and i have no problem doing that. BUT, the problem arise when this particular person expect me to know how to fill up the form and somehow blame me when i did not know how to and i act like i dun care about it.

hell yes i give her many pieces of my mind that day. more to come!u dare speak to me like that kan. everytime i ask something u make me feel like i was the most stupid person on earth. maybe u are not aware of that. maybe because i am a junior .

you are good. but there are time u can be such a shit in the ass. i dun like asking for your opinion or help. macam bodoh!

paling bodoh lagi mase die remind sume orang kene siapkan borang tu. and bile aku tanye die kate, buat keje dulu. bile aku nak sambung ayat untuk finalkan pertanyaan aku, die potong and said keje dulu. bullshit kan? padan muke jumaat hari tu aku ulang balik ayat die. how can u expect me to know how to complete the forms when i know nothing about it. u think i am an ignorance person is it? well i think u are too.

die kate how can u not know how to fill the forms?opis lame dulu macam mane? OMG hello? u know nothing about my previous company how dare u assume there is such thing!

kalau ade pun tak sempat aku nak buat nye and kalau ade pun tak complicated macam kat company abc ni sebab come on la nak banding 2 company ni pun langit n bumi okey.

WHY I HAVE TO WORK WITH PEOPLE LIKE THIS> HELP!

i really need to help my self. i shut down my pc at 9pm on friday. i walked to my car crying on the phone with husband coz i hate my self so much for letting myself work until 9pm that day.

even though in the she help me by giving me the things that i need, but still, i'm hurt! ape gunenye ko lepas kan sume yang ko marah sebab konon2 nye aku tak amik peduli tapi lepas tu baru ko sedar yang aku tak salah and baru ko nak tolong? stupid kan?

sekarang aku dah dapat control keje. still ade pending works, and aku tgh nak setelkan. tapi tu la skrang masalah dgn orang ni pulak. benci nye! oh lagi satu bende bodo aritu.

dalam mase kite buat kerje, i do check my email. and there is one email yang mengambil perhatian aku. pasal rumah so aku mcam tercakap kuat. lepas tu orang sbelah aku mcm ape ape? so i explain to her.

ad guess what?that person tegur ok. cakap aku tak leh cakap sebab byk keje. OMG OMG. memang aku jawab balik la. lepas tu die kate this time she cant afford to let me talk coz too much works like OMG. sangat bodoh.after aku menjawab kat die aku je jawab ok. lagi sikit aku nak tulis what ever. lagi sikit. maybe next time.ko ingat ni penjara ke ape cakap pun tak boleh?hoiiii!BODOH SGT.

ya Allah tolong aku. tolonglahhhhh. seriously, i blame this job for my ups and down hormon dalam badan okey.

okey tu je. daa~