june

hi, its been a while. i'm sleepy but i want to  write. ok that doesn't make sense. suke hati la woi aku nak tulis.lalalala.

tired. its monday uolls. monday, the day when customers and agents went crazie. ulalalala.

june almost over. many things happened in june 2012 in fanna's life. have i told u i have to change from neulin to ventolin? i think i have.

have i told the story when finally i had my first..erm...what is that thing called...ermmm..nebulizer! ya yaa...asthma worse than ever so poei doctor, terus kene amik nebulizer. that was early june i guess. hmm.and i stopped taking ice, no sundae mekdi n i am free from medication for a few days, 4 days to be exact sampai la semalam petang husband nk makan aiskrim n i cant help my self i tot i was okey so i ate n tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,sampai opis pagi ni telan la pil tu balik n i start to batuk, yet again.

kesimpulan disini, padan muka. lalalaala.

and i do 2 things that is very important for me but i honestly do for the sake of my mom n dad. one for each of them. i hope berhasil dua2 sekali. niat satu, i want to make them happy.tu je.not for me, but for them.

ape lagi?oh last sat we, i mean the whole opis went to this old folks home at puchong. it was a very sad scenery when there was this old lady crying asking us where is her children. macam ala2 drama gitu but its true. sedih sgt. her children abandon her.yet she is asking where is azizah, where is sani etc etc.

the impact was so bad on me. i slept that night n dream that my mom passed away. then i woke up, i almost ran downstairs but then it was only a dream. i continue sleeping n dream my dad passed away. benci tak?

sedih sgt. haih la.

what else?i promise no more ice n ice cream after this. taubat. hehe.


tata~`much love.